December 2011
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Your pessimism causes you to be blind to the good that people have done for you. You lack the comprehension to understand how much we truly care just because of soft words spoken by a so called oracle and witch. You have the mind of a child in which it’s so easily swayed that you don’t really have your own mindset. You follow the tides and find sense in complete blasphemy and...
I got a haircut recently. Apparently I don’t look Korean anymore and I look like Conan O’Brien now. People have told me that I look like a duck and at the same time I look older. I resemble the original Karate Kid. I look more “sophisticated,” whatever that means. I’m addicted to Skyrim, Minecraft, and League of Legends. I find joy in building gundams, which reminds...
League of Legends over friendships any day.
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I think popular culture took a toll on the majority of the population. It seems as if most people cannot get through reading a small paragraph and truly understanding the meaning behind it. You can’t skim through writing as if you’re watching TV in hopes you will get the message. You are so used to flashing lights and mindless technical events to the point where your attention span is...
Going to Disneyland in a couple of minutes. Yay for fattening food! :D
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I was dancing at the gym and after the song finished I started crying. I don’t why I did, but I did. I didn’t really care about the people that were around me because at that point I felt like I was invisible. Apparently this girl in the room was watching me and she came up to me and asked if I was okay. I wiped my face and I told her I was fine. After a moment, I felt her embrace and...
I’m going to a new place to write out my thoughts. I can’t help but constantly think about what people are going to think about when they read what I’m writing. I know that you’re not supposed to care but I can’t help it. It limits my creativity because I’m constantly worrying if people think it’s stupid or something. Although it makes sense to me I...
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Although I did well in my performance tonight I was a bit disappointed that no one showed up to support me.
I’ll find a new place where I can show you these feelings of mine. I’ll play anonymous for now.
Thank you for telling me things that I wanted to hear instead of needing to hear. Thank you for the little things you’ve shared with me just so I could feel like we were common to the bone. Thank you for your invisible helping hand for when I fell down and thank you for your humid comfort when I was hurt. Thank you for showing me that I was right all along. Thank you for showing me that my...
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Day One.
I’ve been putting off dancing for quite some time now and I had a talk with my sister yesterday about how I feel like I was put on this earth to dance. When I dance I feel like nothing matters anymore. When I write it doesn’t do my thoughts and emotions justice. There’s such a limit on what I can do with writing but when I’m moving my body it like it’s...
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Wet the Bed - Chris Brown ft....
To be honest, seeing your face pisses me off.
When you’re happy it’s as if the thoughts are complete. And it is at this point where my writing seems to dwindle. There is no motivation, there is no thought that I have to try to scribble down just so I can keep myself sane. There is no real wanting of seclusion or wanting to be alone. There is no real emotion that I try to express through my words just in order to make myself...
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Out with the old and in with the new. A new beginning and a new start. Adieu to the past and hello to the future. Memories stored away and experiences to come about. Away with the thoughts of yesterday and a warm welcome to the world of tomorrow.
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Like Shakespeare’s characters you should always say what you honestly feel. Let no breath go to waste. With every word that comes out of your mouth let it always have a meaning, a feeling. Never hold back what you truly want to say because you might never get another chance to say it again. An opportunity will arise for you to speak from the heart, so you better take it and never hesitate....
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“I’d imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with...”
– Hugo
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If you considered me a friend, you have a bad way of showing it. You wanted my honesty and I gave it to you, yet you show nothing of yourself. You stayed in your shell and I did not understand why but I let it go. But you are starting to push my buttons without even knowing that you are. If you got a problem speak up, say it to my face instead of having me guess what’s going on with you. Do...
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The only person you should change for is yourself. If you decide that the only thing you can do is change, your motivation may be another person but the purpose of your change should only because you genuinely want to better yourself. If you want to steady the pace or spark an old spark that died, don’t go looking into the past of who you used to be because that’s gone. Don’t...
And there I was at the opposite side of the spectrum. I’m disappointed but what can I do? Live life the way you want and breathe the air that you want. I saw images of my past self in you and it seems to be engulfing you. I just hope that in the end you’ll find what you’re looking for. But a temporary release from the real world should never turn into a permanent escape.
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Not too long ago I was scolded at the actions I decided to partake in and I found myself keeping to my word that I would never do such a thing again. I realized that whatever I did was selfish of me. I did not take other people in consideration of what I did and I did not realize that doing so would hurt them in the end. I will do my best to make sure that there isn’t an equivalent exchange....
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I like cold weather but I dislike it when it’s ridiculously windy. Oceanography really isn’t all that interested as I first thought it would be. I like playing Sudoku to kill time during class. I hate that moment when I go up to say hi to someone and they pretend they didn’t see me. I enjoy the talking stage, I love getting to know more about someone. I like sharing stories with...