January 2011
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“Do you know out of trust, hope and love, which is the most important one?” - Mary Stayed Out All Night
It’s a trait that is constantly overlooked and seems to be underrated. Everyone is capable of loving. Everyone is capable of trusting. Yet not everyone is capable of being loyal to someone or something. Some people may not even know what that word really means. If you...
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Is there a purpose of knowing who we are? There is no purpose. Just know that we are like the Lost Boys of Neverland. We have no intentions of growing up. Rather than counting the days and paying attention to the tick tocks of the Croc, we’ll spend our time causing havoc all around and do the things that make us happy.
What are we? Men? I think not, but rather children where time is no...
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Arctic Monkeys - Fluorescent Adolescent
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So when I’m really bored… I like going through blogs and I usually creep until I reach the last page. There’s something about reading what someone has to say and seeing how their writings may or may not have changed from the past that intrigues me. I remember that I would go through some blogs a few times because I found them very interesting.
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So you meet this person who becomes the closest to you within a short amount of time. You don’t know where they came from but you’re thankful that they did. Your days are filled with their laughter, their smiles and the countless of irreplaceable memories that you’ve made with them. Your thoughts are filled with the little things; the way they spoke, the sound of their laughter,...
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Are you scared of the dark? Scared of the unknown, scared of what lurks within the corners, and what we think we see in our peripheral vision. If you take the time to let your eyes focus, you’ll realize there’s nothing really there. Anything can happen in the dark, someone could be there just waiting to grab you. But what people fail to realize is that within the light, anything can...
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Finding someone to be in a relationship with never really was one of my priorities. Finding that one person who I’d be spending with my time with was something that I always wanted though. As long as I could remember, I thought about the cute dates we’d go on, you being the last voice I heard when I went to bed and the first thing I heard when I woke up. I thought about how there would...
There are limitless amounts of temptations that can turn you into someone you couldn’t even imagine. The choices you make and the things you decide to do, no matter how minuscule, has an effect on who you’re turning out to be. It may not be the person who you pursue to be and it might not even be something remotely close to who you are now, but things can change. Whether or not we...
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The reason I made a Tumblr was so I would have a place where I could express myself through writing and just getting my thoughts down on somewhere. So it’s been a couple months already that I’ve had one and the main reason that I am here is solely just to write. When I go to sessions, I go there solely to dance. When I go to school, I go there solely to learn. We all have our own...
When you’re talking to someone it seems you’re lost with what to say. You feel boring because you don’t know what to say. Constantly getting caught up with your own thoughts and the conversation can’t get past the typical “hey what’s up” phase. You can’t force a connection with someone, sometimes you just don’t click with some people.
But then...
I have a lot of respect for those who maintain their composure when things seem to be getting hard. For them to keep their heads up when all odds are against them is simply inspirational. But you know, it’s okay to cry as well. It’s okay to break down and just completely let go. Release those negative emotions and just cry your heart out. It’s okay to fall down as long as you can...
We make a simple mistake based on false hopes and empty promises. Because of what someone may say, despite their recent actions, your “already decided” decision of what to do starts to sway. They tell you things like, “I can change,” or “give me another chance,” when you know that deep down that they don’t deserve it. But there’s a internal struggle...
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What is forever? It’s supposed to mean everlasting: an endless period of time. I personally stopped believing in it after knowing how long forever really means to people; a few days to a few months. Will we be friends forever? Will we be together forever?
No, “We can’t be together forever, so we better make the time we do have something to remember.” - Hayner
So instead...
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I find joy in writing, not necessarily giving my forced thoughts on a subject on what a teacher assigns, but that’s what it seems that it has come down to. My so called rambles, vents, and recycled thoughts seem to be forced and bullshitted now. Maybe once in a while I’ll write something that just completely flows. But most of the time I catch myself stumbling in the middle of my...
I find a lot of joy in just going down memory lane. There’s something about visiting things from the past that gives me that nostalgic feeling. Seeing familiar faces that I haven’t seen in so long. Going through parks where I used to spend most of my afternoons at. Finding an old toy of mine which I thought I lost. Replaying old games. Rewatching old movies. Listening to a song I...
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I’m never surrounded by negative emotions for too long, it’s just not who I am. There are those nights where these thoughts creep from out of nowhere but they don’t last. In the morning, I’ll normally wake up with a different attitude than last night. A new day has started so it’s time to put those emotions aside and just be happy.
When I was younger I used to be...
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I simply cannot tolerate it when someone lies to me then later tells me the truth. I dislike it when people beat around the bush just for the “sake of my own well being.” If you are going to lie to me, you better follow through. I’d rather you stick to your lies than break it to me later that you weren’t telling the truth. I’m not talking about things that you have a...
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Whenever someone asks me how I’ve been, I seem to consistently reply with “I’m alright, no complaints.” As much as I say this, I know in the back of my mind it’s not true. There’s plenty to complain about, but I also know that it’s not worth my time to sulk over it. So get over it, and forget about it right? Easier said than done, as always.
I really like this jacket.
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I think it’s really attractive when someone has their own sense of style. The one not dressing for the hype, not for anyone but themselves. I’m not talking about the one who throws random labels on them just because of the name, but rather the one who can take an outfit and make it theirs. If someone knows how to dress well despite where they get their clothing it’s a huge plus.
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I don’t think you can take life too seriously, if you do you’re just making it harder on yourself. If things didn’t go the way you wanted them to go, what can do you? You can mope about it, but you’re just wasting time crying over spilled milk. Just clean it up and laugh about it. We won’t get everything we want and we have to accept that. If you can’t laugh...
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Hello.
We may have met based on chance and luck but I wouldn’t have it any other way. It wasn’t planned and it couldn’t have been predicted. But as soon we came in contact, we parted ways. But it wasn’t a matter of who walked out of whose life, but simply rather we just crossed paths.
There are those who I wished had remained in my life, but sometimes the people we...
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“You’re not the person I fell in love with.”
Really now? I think the only mistake that was made here was that we didn’t get to know each other first in the beginning. We acted on a whim and decided to move too fast. Without thinking of the consequences, we were high on infatuation and acted on it. We skipped the friendship phase and moved on ahead to the relationship...
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“Am I bothering you?”
I feel that whenever someone ever says this to me, it kills the flow of the conversation. I don’t mind when they ask, and I’ll reassure you that you’re not. But you just have to relax and converse with me. We could be talking about absolutely anything and I won’t be bothered. You can message me first and I wouldn’t mind. I feel that...
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Out of 6.8 billion people, two souls find their way towards one another and have mutual feelings for one another. I’m not talking about infatuation or a simple crush, but rather, love. If you think about it, what were the chances of them finding another? It’s like throwing two needles into a haystack and they luckily landed right next to one another.
But like the majority of people,...
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After a while the things you hear from people sound so generic. The forevers, the promises, the never leaving, the I’m different, just everything. People come around and say the exact same thing as the person before just like a broken record. Didn’t I hear this before? What happened when I trusted their words? Oh yeah, they broke everything they told me. It’s natural to not trust...
Some people don’t think before they say, they say things that they only mean at the time. This isn’t right and it leads people on, you’re only thinking about yourself and being inconsiderate to the other person. You’re not only rude but you’re being a complete asshole. To say things you only mean temporarily does nothing but bring harm to the person you have said it...
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Let Go - Frou Frou
Waited a day to upload this,...
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It’s a good day to go outside and go on an adventure, but how about for today we just stay in and watch movies? I’m not talking about those Hollywood movies that took millions of dollars to make but rather those films that most people rarely acknowledge, those movies that go to the Sundance Film Festival, those indie movies. Whether they are good or bad, it doesn’t matter because...
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Throughout our life we come across different characters with unique perspectives and different personalities and each one of them has the potential to change our life for the better or even for the worse. On a rare occurrence, we come across with someone who seems to come out of nowhere. We become intrigued, and pursue our relationship to get to know the person better. This kind of experience is...
It sucks when someone close to you is hurting and all you can do is comfort them through messages and texting. You can send certain things to try to make them feel better like, “things will get better,” or “I’m here for you.” But in the end you know deep down it isn’t enough. You’re not physically there to comfort them, you can’t give them a hug or...
Wizard of OZ - Clazziquai
I’m in love with...
If everyone keeps their eyes forward, I shall do the same. I’m not one to sulk for long periods of time or to reminisce about the memories. If I do that, I’m causing myself to miss out on some aspects of life that may never come around again. I’ve waited and I’ve done all I can so it’s time for me to continue moving on.
A stage was set, and the actors played their parts. Except someone wasn’t in on it, and they were left blind sighted when the curtain dropped. You were left in the dark for so long and no one decided to mention a word about it. You played a part you weren’t even aware of. Things were said and you’re left wondering what was genuine and what was just an act. A push and pull between...
Don’t get too comfortable. The people that have potential to make your days brighter, may find reason to take a step back and fade into the background. They try and try until they realize it’s no longer worth the effort. You give them a reason to stay, you tell them words that they want to hear. Yet behind those words there is no substance, no action so what do you expect? Maybe the...
Overcomplication.
Things are simple, but some people fail to realize that. Everything is simple if you just put a little thought to it. It’s so simple that people think it’s too easy and just complicate it themselves. It’s normally due to over thinking, assuming and just doing things without thinking. Honestly, people are easy to please and if you do something that bothers them,...
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Mr.Invincible.
Despite what has happened to me in the past and what I’ve endured so far in life, I feel invincible. Not necessarily that I’m immortal but rather just that nothing bad could happen to me or my friends. It’s essentially just like making wishes, it gives a sense of false hope that things can turn out the way you want them to.
There are few scenarios that I thought...
New Year Resolutions.
I feel that if you have to wait until New Years to make new resolutions to better yourself as an individual, it’s something that’s short lived. Throughout the year, regardless of the season or day, you should be continuing to better yourself for yourself. Just because the year changes one number, it doesn’t mean that things will change for you.
Just like...