February 2012
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January 2012
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In the end, people are selfish. They only care about what they want and what makes them happy. It doesn’t really matter who gets hurt by what they do because they are on the pursuit of happiness, right? I don’t think people comprehend the idea that your course of action doesn’t just have an affect on you but also everyone else around you. If you find your happiness at the stake...
There is such a thing as a happy ending and I do believe that everyone has a soulmate. But it’s not something you can force to happen, it’s something that’s supposed to just happen. You can’t keep going around in efforts to expect the next person you come across to be that person who will be yours forever. You can’t have those false thoughts that happy endings can be...
December 2011
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Your pessimism causes you to be blind to the good that people have done for you. You lack the comprehension to understand how much we truly care just because of soft words spoken by a so called oracle and witch. You have the mind of a child in which it’s so easily swayed that you don’t really have your own mindset. You follow the tides and find sense in complete blasphemy and...
I got a haircut recently. Apparently I don’t look Korean anymore and I look like Conan O’Brien now. People have told me that I look like a duck and at the same time I look older. I resemble the original Karate Kid. I look more “sophisticated,” whatever that means. I’m addicted to Skyrim, Minecraft, and League of Legends. I find joy in building gundams, which reminds...
League of Legends over friendships any day.
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I think popular culture took a toll on the majority of the population. It seems as if most people cannot get through reading a small paragraph and truly understanding the meaning behind it. You can’t skim through writing as if you’re watching TV in hopes you will get the message. You are so used to flashing lights and mindless technical events to the point where your attention span is...
Going to Disneyland in a couple of minutes. Yay for fattening food! :D
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I was dancing at the gym and after the song finished I started crying. I don’t why I did, but I did. I didn’t really care about the people that were around me because at that point I felt like I was invisible. Apparently this girl in the room was watching me and she came up to me and asked if I was okay. I wiped my face and I told her I was fine. After a moment, I felt her embrace and...
I’m going to a new place to write out my thoughts. I can’t help but constantly think about what people are going to think about when they read what I’m writing. I know that you’re not supposed to care but I can’t help it. It limits my creativity because I’m constantly worrying if people think it’s stupid or something. Although it makes sense to me I...
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Although I did well in my performance tonight I was a bit disappointed that no one showed up to support me.
I’ll find a new place where I can show you these feelings of mine. I’ll play anonymous for now.
Thank you for telling me things that I wanted to hear instead of needing to hear. Thank you for the little things you’ve shared with me just so I could feel like we were common to the bone. Thank you for your invisible helping hand for when I fell down and thank you for your humid comfort when I was hurt. Thank you for showing me that I was right all along. Thank you for showing me that my...
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Day One.
I’ve been putting off dancing for quite some time now and I had a talk with my sister yesterday about how I feel like I was put on this earth to dance. When I dance I feel like nothing matters anymore. When I write it doesn’t do my thoughts and emotions justice. There’s such a limit on what I can do with writing but when I’m moving my body it like it’s...
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Wet the Bed - Chris Brown ft....
To be honest, seeing your face pisses me off.
When you’re happy it’s as if the thoughts are complete. And it is at this point where my writing seems to dwindle. There is no motivation, there is no thought that I have to try to scribble down just so I can keep myself sane. There is no real wanting of seclusion or wanting to be alone. There is no real emotion that I try to express through my words just in order to make myself...
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Out with the old and in with the new. A new beginning and a new start. Adieu to the past and hello to the future. Memories stored away and experiences to come about. Away with the thoughts of yesterday and a warm welcome to the world of tomorrow.
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Like Shakespeare’s characters you should always say what you honestly feel. Let no breath go to waste. With every word that comes out of your mouth let it always have a meaning, a feeling. Never hold back what you truly want to say because you might never get another chance to say it again. An opportunity will arise for you to speak from the heart, so you better take it and never hesitate....
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“I’d imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with...”
– Hugo
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If you considered me a friend, you have a bad way of showing it. You wanted my honesty and I gave it to you, yet you show nothing of yourself. You stayed in your shell and I did not understand why but I let it go. But you are starting to push my buttons without even knowing that you are. If you got a problem speak up, say it to my face instead of having me guess what’s going on with you. Do...
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The only person you should change for is yourself. If you decide that the only thing you can do is change, your motivation may be another person but the purpose of your change should only because you genuinely want to better yourself. If you want to steady the pace or spark an old spark that died, don’t go looking into the past of who you used to be because that’s gone. Don’t...
And there I was at the opposite side of the spectrum. I’m disappointed but what can I do? Live life the way you want and breathe the air that you want. I saw images of my past self in you and it seems to be engulfing you. I just hope that in the end you’ll find what you’re looking for. But a temporary release from the real world should never turn into a permanent escape.
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Not too long ago I was scolded at the actions I decided to partake in and I found myself keeping to my word that I would never do such a thing again. I realized that whatever I did was selfish of me. I did not take other people in consideration of what I did and I did not realize that doing so would hurt them in the end. I will do my best to make sure that there isn’t an equivalent exchange....
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I like cold weather but I dislike it when it’s ridiculously windy. Oceanography really isn’t all that interested as I first thought it would be. I like playing Sudoku to kill time during class. I hate that moment when I go up to say hi to someone and they pretend they didn’t see me. I enjoy the talking stage, I love getting to know more about someone. I like sharing stories with...
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I used to weigh around 230 pounds. If I’m willing to get out of bed for you then you mean something to me. I really like spicy chicken sandwiches. I enjoy playing poker with friends even if no money is at stake. My friend likes to put cupcakes on the line when we make bets. I find joy in jumping out at my friends and scaring them to death. But at the same time I don’t like the feeling...
November 2011
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I never knew that I would have stage fright. I’m nervous just thinking about it. I’m excited and nervous. Nervous. Excited. Nervous. Excited. Butterflies. Holy shit. Okay I think I’m good. Wait, give me a minute. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. This is scarier than bungee jumping and sky diving combined. I can’t do this. No I can do this, trust in myself that I did the work for...
I love how all it takes to change the meaning of a sentence is a word.
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You will come across a person in your life who snarls foulness and empty words at you. They will attempt to get under your skin and attempt to change the mindset that you already have about yourself. This person came from nowhere and they may know of you but they know nothing about you, so what do their words matter? Harmful intentions and a sadistic heart is what they wield as a weapon and...
My real name is Kenneth but I go by Kehnee. I attend LA Fitness two to three times a week. I find myself becoming more and more confident about myself; others find me cocky. I don’t wear buttondowns and ties as I once did but I still enjoy mix and matching my clothes for the day. My favorite type of accessories would have to be a wristwatch and bracelets. I think chicken nuggets from...
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If I show you my hand, what would you say it is? A hand. There is no label for a hand despite it’s size, shape, or color. A hand is just a hand. Yet when it comes to us as individuals there are labels that are formed from everything you could imagine.
Throughout every interaction there is a reaction. A label is formed in the eyes of another and depending on how we were brought up we could be seen in a different light by different people. From the eyes of our peers, friends and family who can we rely on for an appropriate response? The one who is close to our hearts; who might tell white lies to avoid hurting us? Or the stranger in the...
The only thing worth mentioning about today is that I’m eating turkey with gravy. Besides that it’s a very bland day.
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Can you feel that? The way the vibrations roll from one side to the room to the other? The way the electricity flows through my veins as my hand is placed in yours? The bass shaking the room like a low intensity earthquake seems to appear dull while my eyes are locked onto yours. We can communicate with ours eyes as it seems we can see each others’ hearts within them. The music appears to be...
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Just like how the crocodile is always after Captain Hook, it seems like time is chasing after all of us. Our beings are nowhere near forever and time is not an exception. We do not have the time in the world to do as we please, so with what we have we should cherish every moment. We grow older as the clock ticks forward and the clocks may stop ticking for those who are the closest to us. We have...
You don’t get to choose who you click with. They understand what makes you tick and they understand your silence better than anyone else. You find yourself in a situation that you haven’t been in before and it scares you. You don’t know how it happened or why it happened but you simply knew it happened for a reason. In such a short amount of time, they knew you.
I always seem to question the genuineness of my own happiness. I wonder how much is truth and how much is a lie. I seem to dig into my thoughts as I began to decipher something that is so simple yet I, myself, had made so complicated. My heart and mind play this game where one seems to contradict another. Only when they are tuned together that I know how happy I really am.
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I came, I saw, I conquered. I lied, I fought, I bled. When you do one thing it always leads to another. Without knowing of the consequences we take the first step and the pieces follow through right after. We blindly assume that once we do something that’s the end of it but it really isn’t. It’s never a single act anymore, it was never about the actions that were being made but...
Hmm a major in English and a minor in Business doesn’t sound too bad right now.
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I am nothing more than what you define me in your head. A thought of yours or maybe just a figment of your own imagination. I’m up for your own interpretation and for how you will illustrate me in your mind. I may come off one way to another but to you I am something completely different. I am merely just playing a role in your life; it may be as important as the protagonist or it may be...
I need to start dancing again. I’m hungry for it.
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I really want a shiba inu and a husky. I don’t care how expensive they are I’m willing to drop some bills to get both of them. So freaking cute. So worth it.
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The winter air was cold just like your touch. The sight of you sent chills down my spine and the slightest graze had me frostbitten. Your heart was ice cold like the river that flowed quietly within the temperature that condenses my breath. Where the river ends is where we finally part; never having to mix the two beings again.
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I love Christmas songs. I’m already in the Christmas mood and it’s not even past Thanksgiving yet.
Despite what people may say, I feel that at the end of the night everyone is just looking for love.